How can i make you believe in me again? I tried my ways to make you believe in me. But each time im making a step ahead, you're just making a step back. I seriously do not know how and what to do next. Im just wishing for you to be back, but it won't come true. I want to take some kind of drug , which i will have no control of myself and be in some other world. But i know it can only last for hours, after this hours, i have to face the reality again.