Wild Thorn Roses

Believe in me,

2010-08-16T00:02:00.002+08:00

How can i make you believe in me again? I tried my ways to make you believe in me. But each time im making a step ahead, you're just making a step back. I seriously do not know how and what to do next. Im just wishing for you to be back, but it won't come true. I want to take some kind of drug , which i will have no control of myself and be in some other world. But i know it can only last for hours, after this hours, i have to face the reality again.

2010-03-22T17:02:00.000+08:00

Tmr going to acc Meemee to put her tattoo. Im like tempted by her. Shall i put?

My 2 AKL's

2010-03-05T14:11:00.003+08:00

They never left me alone when im depressed.

Thanks for comforting me & those stuffs.

Not forgetting those who help me to confront her

& encouraged me to step out of my own world.

Should i get another tattoo?

I only want the pain but not the art,

as im afraid i may regret for my whole lifetime.

How how how ?

2010-03-03T16:14:00.003+08:00

Bloody spammer,

please get the facts right before pin-pointing to others.
If you wanna critisize people, please reflect yourself.
Do you think you're perfect. I'd never admit im flawless.
By spamming me, you have nothing to gain,
in fact, you're helping the devil.
If you're still quite umhappy with me,
feel free to come look for me.
I will give you the best answer you want.

Moodless,

2010-03-02T00:06:00.005+08:00

I wished upon a shooting star,
hoping the wish i wished could come true.
Now, im awaiting for it to come true,
but i really need you to help me to make it come true.

Please, come back, i promise you i will change.
Changing to a better self.
Regardless of the past i had been,
please put it down & start afresh.

With you around, i feel more safe & secure.
You made me regained my smiles & laughter.
Without you, i felt so helpless.
It seems like the whole world is toppling down.

COME BACK pls, this is the only wish i hope.

Happy Family,

2010-02-10T02:16:00.003+08:00

Inteview @ Neil Road with Joanne.

Don't think it's sucessful ):

Shop @ Far East, 313, Bugis with JayJay.

Beloved mummy, Great sis & her baby, my cute lil niece & lastly random me.

For this moment,

2010-02-07T02:46:00.006+08:00

My legs are so numb !!!
Went ard town with Ah soon.
Definitely not an uncle though it sounds like one.

What's done can't be undone,

2010-01-14T00:17:00.004+08:00

My results ain't that satisfying.

I couldn't blame anyone, except myself.

Fear not, im retaking my eng, maths & poa this year.

I definitely will make it !

2009-11-30T19:29:00.000+08:00

Watch case 39. Was avarage niaaaaaaaaaaaa.

Trying hard,

2009-11-23T02:12:00.000+08:00

Dont wish to blog for a period of time. Bye ~

Perserverence,

2009-11-11T11:19:00.004+08:00

Just came back from the dental.
Having last paper later on.

I couldn't stand to have braces on anymore !
My mouth totally can't close now and i had to bear for 3 to 4 months.
Totally insane ?!
Im really having difficulties in chewing my food,
but i need to peresvere.

7 Nov,

2009-11-10T02:34:00.003+08:00

Planned to go Wild Wild Wet, but due to the indefinite weather,

decided to changed to had Yuki Yaki instead.

Had great fun over there.

Afterwards, went over to book a table of pool.

In the night,

went over to Cineleisure to sing Kbox with Shena & Magdeline.

Love this girls.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-11-07T03:04:00.006+08:00

Finally, i turned 16.
My only wish is to get into Business School.
Exams are over soon, left one more & that's it !
I can go PARTY !!!!!!!!!!

2009-11-02T16:24:00.006+08:00

Current mood: Pessimistic.

Today's papers were disastrous. I could blamed no one except myself.
Social studies in the morning and Combined Chem in the afternoon.
Let's talked about social studies:
Almost everyone studied the topic on 'Venice', which eventually didn't came up.
Didn't attempt Section B, which i lost 25 marks, which is definitely a fail for me.
Told mommy that i won't be taking Geography paper since it is impossible to attain a pass.
Will rely on POA.
Now, Chem:
I didn't flip through every pages. Didn't reslised that there was a QA table.
Gave 5 marks away.
Everthing was screwed up. Might be re-taking 0's next year.

13 0ct,

2009-10-14T22:46:00.002+08:00

It's the birthday girl making her wish sincerly. Despite there were only 4 of us, we still had a marvellous day !

Jovial,

2009-10-11T23:48:00.003+08:00

Finally i got to spent time with Shena yesterday. Not a bad day, i can say. Im sure that we always make time for each other probably after my 0's.

This sweetheart came to find me today !

& the most important we did was to play, Jubeat.

Miracly, i had a full combo for one of the songs.

No Trust?

2009-10-03T12:44:00.002+08:00

Im lazy to upload all the photos.

Just a word to describe yesterday: Troubles

Im gg for the fashion bazaar @ Fort Canning

& aftermath, to my counsin's wedding & supper club at night.

Yesterday's

2009-09-27T15:38:00.002+08:00

Caught "Ugly Truth" @ The Cathay
Walk to Far East

The rest went off.

Went to Plaza Sing to meet CH Mag & x.Bai
Caught "Phobia 2"

It was scary in the beginning [maybe due to the sound effects?]

but the twist was hilarious.

Saturday's

2009-09-21T00:46:00.003+08:00

Drag show @ 3 Monkeys
Spize for supper

The pub was at Orchard Tower. Went with Angel Huiling & 2 other friends. The drag show, by a famous drag queen, was hilarious. But then, the bill was a bomb !! 5 mugs of alcohol cost 100 plus. Unbelievable !

The Next Wave 2009

2009-09-19T02:29:00.003+08:00

The Next Wave @ NUS was awesome.

Much better than last year.

My passion for dance is still burning with fire,

but im not sure whether it'll be the same when im in poly.

Perhaps so ? or ? Not sure either.

Saturday's,

2009-09-13T14:56:00.005+08:00

Met up with CH Magdeline & X.bai over at Cathay
Plaza Sing for arcade
Waited for movie to start @ Cathay,Starbucks
Caught 'Thirst'.

The movie was in korean but with english subtitles. Overall was average only. Too much sexual scene.

Friday's

2009-09-13T14:09:00.007+08:00

Bugis, for arcade
Dine-in @ Ajisen, Plaza Sing
Studied @ Starbucks, Cathay

I need to work hard from now on. Daddy say he will give me a reward of 1000$, if i make it through. & an extra 1000$, if i score well. So, bless me.

Stop disturbing my chio chio flower,

2009-09-10T18:19:00.005+08:00

Bugis to find CH
@ Starbucks, with CH Magdeline & x.Bai
Caught 'Danceflick'
Redhill with CH, to find KH

Saturday,

2009-09-01T12:58:00.002+08:00

Final Destination with Huiling & Rena
Down to my brother house @ Hougang
Bedok
Cathay

Fcuk things happen la !

Unbearable,

2009-08-31T13:57:00.003+08:00

I had been suffering for the past 2 days.

Daddy brought me to see doctor.

& the doctor gave me 5 different types of medicine.

High fever up to 38.4.

Medicine is taking effect now.

Gonna rest now, bye.

Study Time,

2009-08-24T17:38:00.003+08:00

This is how i look when im studying.

none,

2009-08-22T13:16:00.000+08:00

I never feel so hurt before.

Impossible,

2009-08-18T18:10:00.007+08:00

I really tried my best.

But holding to something that doesn't belongs to you,

is making the others having a burden with them.

Finally,

2009-08-17T19:46:00.010+08:00

Last Friday's photos.

Photos of Supperclub.

Confused,

2009-08-16T16:03:00.001+08:00

My blogger is back to normal. Will post tmr.

Shifted,

2009-08-16T14:20:00.000+08:00

Shifted to http://wildthornroses.onsugar.com

Frustrations,

2009-08-08T14:09:00.001+08:00

Town & Bugis with my darlings ytd.
Hate blogger !!!

But this doesn't affect my mood at all.
I just bought Happy Meal home just because of the Kitty toy.
Anyone selling the whole set of Hello Kitty, pls tell me !!!
Buying at $60.

Troublesome blogger,

2009-08-08T14:02:00.000+08:00

Blogger is giving me so much problems. Im changing to onsugar soon !!

Reminder,

2009-08-03T19:57:00.000+08:00

Update on weekends only.

It's for real,

2009-08-02T15:31:00.000+08:00

Im going to become lesbian. Bye guys !

I had a fear to take cab,

2009-07-19T13:52:00.000+08:00

Car Accident:

I was in the cab on my way to Vivo.

& a car was there with it's signal on, & i dk why the taxi uncle go bang the car.

My actions were front & back because of the sudden break. I hit till the front seat.

My lips & teeth were bleeding, back was pain.

Unfortunately, i forgot to take down the taxi car number till i took another cab,

& the other taxi uncle reminded me.

Though i was lucky that only my lips were swollen & bleeding,

but i felt this accident shouldn't had happened if the uncle was more observant !

Fcuk the Comfort taxi uncle, made till my lips now swollen.

Met Huiling Rena Haojie Xiaohui. Angel came.

My mood was somehow affected by it, but i still never fails to laugh.

Met Shena in the mrt, & we went all the way to Tampines to shop.

Though there were 3 malls, nothing caught our eyes.

Waited for Magdeline to come & we had Ajisen for dinner.

Lips were pain but i had to bear with it.... cause im a strong girl !

Aftermath, Magdeline went to book tickets for Harry Potter at 1110,

while the movie was starting at 1215.

Mrt to Vivo with her & we waited for CH & xBai to come.

2009-07-17T23:38:00.000+08:00

I updated my blog finally ?!

School days were so boring, school slack home.

Bugis with Magdeline & Shena today. Shop & arcade.

&& specially thanks HUILING & JOANNE for helping me

to do my testimonial for job interview in the future !!

PAST,

2009-07-04T02:35:00.001+08:00

Sec 2, Sec 3, 1st teacher's wedding photo: 1st clubbing photo, o8' Christmas, Rena's bday: [The one in black] 1st Kbox session & Angel's bday: [The brightest face among all] 1st seesha photo: 1st clubbing cliques photo: 1st ice-skating photos: *Pictures are in timeline. & i lost all Sec1 photos.

Slacking,

2009-07-04T02:21:00.000+08:00

Asian Youth Games,

2009-06-29T20:12:00.001+08:00

Im watching Asian Youth Games live. The dance choreographed by my dance instructor, Mr Dan Kwoh, was the last item being presented. && it's awesome !!! Fans, lights at the bottom of the dresses & the changing colour of dresses. Credits go to: -> 5 schools participated in the AYG & well of cause our school, Henderson. -> & definitely those teachers in charge. -> Lastly, Mr Dan. *Regretted not joining the the event due to my 0's.

Powerhouse Photos,

2009-06-28T18:59:00.000+08:00

Details of Flea Market,

2009-06-27T12:23:00.000+08:00

Should i ??

2009-06-27T02:47:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, Powerhouse - Endless fun. Shena was making me laugh & dancing with her was indeed tired. Songs that were unlikely to be played was being played by the Dj ! My lovelies: Angel Magdeline Priscilla Shena. Aftermath, cab ovr to Pasir Ris with Carilyn Magdeline Priscilla. Had fun over there too ! Today, Bugis to find CH. Arcade, Starbucks, Iluma for movie, home. Tmr is my last day of shopping spree before preparing for my prelims. Im definitely going to the Flea Market !! MUST GO. Most blogshops are selling their clothings at there. Well, im still deciding whether im gg to help my brother for his advertising. 75% i might be at Takashimaya for the show, see me at there ! My brother is the advertiser for the programe 'Shine Youth'. Catch those ppl in their cute, demonic costume.

Motorcyclist,

2009-06-24T22:31:00.000+08:00

Watch I Love You, Man - FAILED

Plaza Sing & Douby Ghaut for arcade.

Aftermath, went to Bugis to find CH & co.

Left me CH & KH to Suntec & Far East.

Coastal Sand,

2009-06-22T02:14:00.000+08:00

Downtown for chalet.

2o-o6-o9

Met with Adelene & went Golden Mile de pub.

Drank 1 glass & we went off to bugis to meet Cheryl ?

Headed to Cine & went for a bite.

Aftermath, Spize with CH.

19-o6-o9

Caught the movie "Dance Subaru" at Cine.

Sad storyline.

Uploaded Photos.

2009-06-17T15:35:00.000+08:00

16 or 18 ??

2009-06-16T17:28:00.000+08:00

Idk what's wrong with ppl eye when im 16 & yet they said i look like 18 ?? To me, it's a bad thing. But to some, they find it a good thing. Anyway, didn't really went in & dance at Arena ytd. Somehow, i felt the rhythm of each music was slow & long. Was outside with friends.

2009-06-14T18:31:00.000+08:00

Planned to watch Ghost of Girlfriends Past at Cineleisure - FAILED

Aftermath, went over to Suntec for IT Show.

The rest went off, & Mag & i went Swensen for dessert.

Arcade & waited for CH to come.

Acc Mag to wait for bus & went to buy movie tickets.

Drag Me To Hell is freaking scary.

It's Boring,

2009-06-13T13:13:00.001+08:00

Town & Bugis.

Powerhouse,

2009-06-09T00:40:00.000+08:00

Met up with my darlings & some other peeps ovr at Vivo.

Clubbing after that.

Reddish,

2009-06-07T00:09:00.000+08:00

Yesterday

Went over to Joanne's house to dyed my hair red.

& end up, it became somehow brown ?!

Went Kahhao's chalet.

Today

Vivo to meet Huiling Rena & Joanne.

& im so suprised that Rena actually perm her hair !

It permanent, but it's nice.

Over to Rayner's chalet.

WARNING,

2009-05-31T03:27:00.000+08:00

Amiko, Akiko & Zoe. I tell you first. If you want play with me, i jiu play with you. Now everyone finding you all. You all better be careful ! I'd decided not to care abt those spammers. If you all are daring, you jiu come find me. I wont waste my time on this cause those spammers are humji dog.

Short Post,

2009-05-30T00:59:00.000+08:00

BUGIS, that's the end of the story.

Butterflies,

2009-05-23T01:32:00.000+08:00

Far East with Magdeline & Shena. Over to Peninsula.

Aftermath, camwhored at Bugis. Arcade for hrs.

[More pictures to be uploaded .. ..]

Hasitation,

2009-05-16T23:44:00.000+08:00

Went to celebrate Adeline's belated b'day.

Town and then Marina to have Yuki Yaki for dinner.

Nowadays, down to Bugis to train our DDR.

The Uninvited,

2009-05-10T13:08:00.001+08:00

Cyrus to meet up with Huiling Joanne Rena + her lover. Headed to Wisma, and then walked to Far East. Angel finally flew here ! Dine in at Pastamania. Walked afew round & we're off to Wisma. Angel brought me to buy my mommy's present. The wallet is horse fur ! Rena was arguing that they're killing animals, but they ain't doing so. They just used excess fur to make the wallet. [made up] Rena & her lover went off due to her probation. The threesomes headed to Bugis to look for my slippers. But ... ... nothing nice ?? Sat at Mos Burger after that we went our separate ways. Went to look for CH, then KH acc us to buy tickets. We acc him too wait for bus.

Swollen Eyes,

2009-05-09T12:40:00.001+08:00

Went to Douby Ghaut in the evening.

Dinner & arcade at there.

Headed ovrto Bugis.

Acade again ~

It's Just Me,

2009-05-04T22:19:00.000+08:00

Just because of ddr, Magdeline Shena & i went to Bugis for 2 continuos day ! We waited to play ddr for almost more than 2hrs. I couldn't believe myself that we'd waited for so long ??